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[Hitler has been nowhere to be found since Christmas, but he did leave presents under the tree for his not!family. For Nigel there is a junior chemistry set, which he figures the kid can use in that weird spy game he's always playing. It's just adorable how he's always sneaking around pretending to be a secret agent or something....  Sideswipe gets a first aid kit and a book on basic health and medicine, because it seems like he gets hurt a whole lot. Maybe it's because he isn't used to having a human body.... And there is even a gift for drone!mom. She gets a sewing kit to replace the one that he's been using since he got there. There is also a shiny new bunker on the front lawn.]

[Hitler has been sitting in that bunker for the better part of two days. He isn't stupid. He knows exactly what he has to do. And it's probably what he should do. The town was probably trying to teach him a lesson about believing that he could escape who and what he was. Believing that he could make friends and have a life of his own. He didn't deserve any of that. But.... did he really deserve this? To die the way his original did? Was there no way to escape fate? He had prayed for answers, clutching his Almighty Dolly tightly, like a lifeline. But none came.  Maybe now it's time to accept his fate......

So he picks up the gun, and the phone, and makes one last call. This call is for purely practical reasons, but he can't quite keep his voice steady.]


He- hello? Umm..... I was just wondering...... If.... someone was going to k-kill themselves, with a gun, what would be the least painful way?

Date: 2010-12-29 05:40 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] springtime4me.livejournal.com
[There is a long silence. Hearing that someone cares means a lot to him. But Sideswipe is far too kind to him. And Hitler knows that he doesn't deserve that kindness, because he was.... tainted. It didn't matter if he'd never done any of those things. He was still Adolf Hitler. He still has to answer for them.]

....no. I didn't do any of the things that he did. But I did lie to people. I stopped telling people my name because I was afraid of the reaction. And I think that's what I'm being punished for now.

Date: 2010-12-29 05:44 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] weaponsparked.livejournal.com
[He actually gets a little worried at that silence. Silence can't be good. Can it?]

There. No. You didn't commit any damn crime. You didn't do anything wrong. You just... tried to protect yourself. That doesn't mean you deserve death. Maybe a time out or garbage detail, something--

You haven't hurt anyone. You're just a damned child. So... hold on. We'll figure some way to get you out.

Date: 2010-12-29 06:04 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] springtime4me.livejournal.com
[This is both exactly what he wants to hear and totally against everything he's always believed. After a moment, there is a tiny, choked sound which may be Hitler trying not to cry.]

Why? Why do you care? Why would anyone care about me?

[By now he's actually addressing the Almighty Dolly, but over the phone there's really no way to tell.]

Isn't this what I deserve? I don't know if I.... What should I do....?

Date: 2010-12-29 06:10 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] weaponsparked.livejournal.com
[This... may or may not be the right thing to say. He sucks in a slow breath, and tries to speak as calmly as he can.]

... Because I'm Autobot. It's our duty to protect the innocent. Because I told myself once, not... terribly long ago... that I couldn't allow another human to come to harm, if I could do something about it. My personal... atonement, in a way.

Even if... it's only this place that's done it, you're my responsibility now. I can't let this happen. You've done nothing wrong.
Edited Date: 2010-12-29 06:10 am (UTC)

Date: 2010-12-30 04:22 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] springtime4me.livejournal.com
[He listens quietly. Sitting alone contemplating your own death leads to a lot of strange thoughts after a while. He doesn't know why he feels the need to make this confession, but if he doesn't say it now, maybe he never will.]

You know..... I don't know if you'll find this strange or creepy or insulting, but.... You and Nigel are the closest thing to a family I've ever had.

And that's.... it's really meant a lot to me that you both treat me so kindly. Thank you...

Date: 2010-12-30 04:27 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] weaponsparked.livejournal.com
I'm... not insulted. Why would I be? You're my responsibility... So, I suppose it's only natural to feel something like that. I... think.

[He's sort of realizing he's not too good with this pep-talk business. But he tries to forge on, regardless.]

There's no reason for me to treat you otherwise.

Date: 2010-12-30 04:57 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] springtime4me.livejournal.com
[He's just gonna bask in the warm fuzzy feelings for a moment.]

You have no idea how much it means to me to hear you say that....


..........I don't think I can do it. I don't think I really have the nerve to kill myself.

Date: 2010-12-30 05:02 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] weaponsparked.livejournal.com
It's true. From where I stand, at least. I was brought online to fight monsters, to take care of real "bad guys". You're nothing like them.

[A pause.]

Then don't. There's no reason for you to. Don't let the town make you think there is.

Date: 2010-12-30 05:10 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] springtime4me.livejournal.com
I won't.... I won't kill myself.

But I think I might wind up dying anyway....

Date: 2010-12-30 05:42 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] weaponsparked.livejournal.com
Thank the All Spark's shattered fragments...

No, you won't. We'll figure some way to get in there. We have to.

Date: 2010-12-30 06:26 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] springtime4me.livejournal.com
But... how? Bunkers are designed to seal up pretty tight...

Date: 2010-12-30 06:28 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] weaponsparked.livejournal.com
... Maybe if I drove the car into the door.
Edited Date: 2010-12-30 06:28 am (UTC)

Date: 2010-12-30 06:30 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] springtime4me.livejournal.com
W- wouldn't that be a little dangerous? You could get hurt...

Date: 2010-12-30 06:33 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] weaponsparked.livejournal.com
Not if I slid it just right... maybe crack the door open...

Date: 2010-12-30 06:39 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] springtime4me.livejournal.com
Umm, I guess it's worth a try...

But don't do it if you think it's too dangerous.

Date: 2010-12-30 06:46 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] weaponsparked.livejournal.com
It'll be fine. How much of that door is above ground, anyway?

Mostly OOC

Date: 2011-01-04 08:46 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] springtime4me.livejournal.com
Only a little bit. Most of the structure is underneath the lawn.

[I asked the mods if he could be broken out of the bunker with help, they never responded, and the initial letter said there was only one way out. (the gun) So I think Hitler was probably just stuck in there until the event ended. Or possibly died of dehydration in the meantime. Thoughts?]

OOC

Date: 2011-01-04 08:07 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] weaponsparked.livejournal.com
((Sob poor kiddo.

ANYWAY UM. It's your call, since it's your gift and all. As far as this guy goes, he'd probably try his best to get in there, and if that failed, sit out there and wait for Not!Son like a pathetic... thing.))

Re: OOC

Date: 2011-01-05 06:46 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] springtime4me.livejournal.com
[Lets say he manages to survive until the event ends, and then just spends a couple of days recovering. That sounds a little kinder. And probably not too unfair..... Hitler will have so many nightmares about this.]

Re: OOC

Date: 2011-01-05 07:13 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] weaponsparked.livejournal.com
((Works for me!))

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